昨日的感触
听见伯母说你将读QS 真的吓到了一下
我问 ： 为什么会选择QS啊？
你答 ： 妈咪叫我读QS的。。
没错 这个答案 是大多数朋友给我的答案
明明自己的志愿是当一个飞机驾驶人 可是如今却选择一个不一样的课程
有几个能在自己立下志愿 下定决心达成目标时 真正在生活上争取呢？
没有几个吧
我一心只想当一个化学工程师
从小一直都在换志愿 从教师 到医生 如今 当化学工程师
这个志愿从13岁就一直没有换过
现在 想一想
我真的喜欢这份工吗？
还是被这份工的工资所吸引罢了？
我真的要读这科吗？
听到你的对话 就让我沉思好久
也许就是这样吧 有些人 就是一直听 父母的话 走他们所铺的道路
而 有些人 却一心抱着一个志愿 但是那些人却不是真正有着对那份工的热爱
还有一些人 迷迷糊糊 蒙蒙查查 一直追寻着自己的梦想
一路顺风 再见古晋 (:
--ahjo's secret garden--
Tuesday, January 3, 2012
Sunday, January 1, 2012
一个特别的人
2012 了
2011 的最后一天 接到电话后就哭了
嗯， 最终还是他画上那个句号
那个 我们两人之间感情的句号
9.18 pm
还在朋友家 等待跨年烟花
9.19 pm
接到电话 努力不哭
没有上一次那么伤心
也许 早已经有心理准备了吧
你说 是上次的分手让我永远记得他做过的事 所以感情淡了 这次没那么伤心？
我拒绝做出任何回应 因为我真的不知道
不过
有人说 这样也好 不要藕断丝连
分 就干脆一点
自己 坚强一点
活得 开心一点
生活上真正的大风大浪你都还没有碰到、经历 所以看开点
也好 不是我画上那个句号
不是我甩人 而是被甩的那个
他曾问：为什么你不会担心我的？
我答：因为我知道你永远会在那边啊 不会离开 不会不见 所以为什么会紧张、担心呢？
而且 就算你真的背板我 离弃我 我也已经有过一次的经验了 不怕 （：
他说：这次我是真的爱你的
我没说什么 只是默默地点头 微笑 (:
这是去年12月29日的对话
今年 全新的一年
看开 照片从以前到现在都没有删过
手机信箱里 依然能找到最初认识时的对话
看回去 不伤心 不哭泣 也不生气
只是会禁不住微微笑
那些只是属于我们之间的回忆而已了
酸的 不去想
苦的 让它被时间冲淡
辣的 是我成长
甜的 就让它 永远珍藏在我的心底
让我以后每想起它 都会记得
曾经有这么一个人 为我做过这些事 对我说过这些话
不说他怎么哄我 怎么让我开心起来
也不谈他怎么让我生气 怎么跟我斗嘴、吵架
只知道 这个人 很特别 很特别
我以后以后以后 都不会忘了他
这些年的日子 还好有你相伴--许宙鸿 （：
Wednesday, December 28, 2011
L.I.F.E
hmm
super right decision isnt it? but undeniably sad and down now..(':
well i cried i oso duno why
just cnt stop my tears
looks like i'll turning back into the sad emo me
the one before spm and during spm..
LOL
life's just like that..
getting round and round and round
and recycling your feelings
now you're super high super happy
the next minute you maybe super down super sad super depressed
L.I.F.E.
hmm..at least after playing piano..
playing church songs i feel abit relaxed..
my fren,hope i wont cause you any troubles anymore
and wish you the best in life
may you be happy always (:
--ahjo's secret garden--
Tuesday, December 27, 2011
Conversations
Cute meh? in What way? Gosh i feel shy again
In my eyes, Everyway Haha..
The way you walked
The way you talked
The way you think things
The way you just sit and listen to me
The way you hike up the mountain
The way you pant
The way you laughed
The way you smiled
The way you tried to finish the sushis
The way you looked at the sceneries
The way you drew your name on the sand
The way you blushed
The way you actioned to show the extent of sth
The way you texted
The way you sang
The way you teach
The way you expressed yourself!
You're just you,the super cute you! <3
--ahjo's secret garden--
Sunday, December 18, 2011
Damai
Back from DAMAI! :D
woots happy arhh..
met a new fren- NEHEMIAH TUGAU
teehee! he's cute and he's AUDREY's COUSIN
wow right?i nvr know that cuz he only introduce himself as soon hang's fren! :D
well it goes like this.
my bro and i were playing in the swimming pool then a guy walked to me and ask me am i josephine?
then ofcuz i answer yes lah! then he say he was soon hang's fren LOL
without telling me his name.
then after that when i already bathed i walked to the small pondok?
and enjoy the scenery of the sea then a guy in white walked out and stood there
then i realised that it was the guy at the pool lor..
he bi shou shi say can i talk with you
then after that we talked and he asked for my number?-.-
then after dinner i go seaside there and walked past him..*serious idk its him* O:
and we walked and talked lor~
the next day met him after breakfast then we wrote our names at the beach :D
then take a long hike up the hill to the swimming pool up there
then i learn KENYAH from him!
*ake bimpin eko* sounds like that! LOL haha
i love the line that sounds like this:
*lepa nok oman?* hehe it means have you eaten? HAHA
basically just like that lah..
BRIAN THONG I'M SORRY. :'(
i lost the phone strap you made for me and failed to find it back..
it nehem din tell me it was missing i wont even know..
i'm SORRYYYYY
i love that present the most arh! *sighs* too bad larh =[
anyway..
upload photos next time :D
--ahjo's secret garden--
woots happy arhh..
met a new fren- NEHEMIAH TUGAU
teehee! he's cute and he's AUDREY's COUSIN
wow right?i nvr know that cuz he only introduce himself as soon hang's fren! :D
well it goes like this.
my bro and i were playing in the swimming pool then a guy walked to me and ask me am i josephine?
then ofcuz i answer yes lah! then he say he was soon hang's fren LOL
without telling me his name.
then after that when i already bathed i walked to the small pondok?
and enjoy the scenery of the sea then a guy in white walked out and stood there
then i realised that it was the guy at the pool lor..
he bi shou shi say can i talk with you
then after that we talked and he asked for my number?-.-
then after dinner i go seaside there and walked past him..*serious idk its him* O:
and we walked and talked lor~
the next day met him after breakfast then we wrote our names at the beach :D
then take a long hike up the hill to the swimming pool up there
then i learn KENYAH from him!
*ake bimpin eko* sounds like that! LOL haha
i love the line that sounds like this:
*lepa nok oman?* hehe it means have you eaten? HAHA
basically just like that lah..
BRIAN THONG I'M SORRY. :'(
i lost the phone strap you made for me and failed to find it back..
it nehem din tell me it was missing i wont even know..
i'm SORRYYYYY
i love that present the most arh! *sighs* too bad larh =[
anyway..
upload photos next time :D
--ahjo's secret garden--
Thursday, December 8, 2011
POST-SPM
是的 大马文凭考试已经过去了
回想起也不知道该说什么
对自己的表现 我不是很满意
华语作文竟然可以写到忘记结尾？
我在搞什么啊？
已不是没有结尾吧 可是总觉得那结尾不是我心里想的
也不是我最满意的结尾
如果有时间我一定改掉它
可是想想 那结尾也不是很差吧
安慰下自己咯
悲哀
看完电话普 才发现自己不知道该和谁聊天
好像这期间都变成依赖他了
昨天又吵架了
累
我想一个人到处走走
不想在家
可是一个人该去哪儿？
笨
哎 不说了
--ahjo's secret garden--
回想起也不知道该说什么
对自己的表现 我不是很满意
华语作文竟然可以写到忘记结尾？
我在搞什么啊？
已不是没有结尾吧 可是总觉得那结尾不是我心里想的
也不是我最满意的结尾
如果有时间我一定改掉它
可是想想 那结尾也不是很差吧
安慰下自己咯
悲哀
看完电话普 才发现自己不知道该和谁聊天
好像这期间都变成依赖他了
昨天又吵架了
累
我想一个人到处走走
不想在家
可是一个人该去哪儿？
笨
哎 不说了
--ahjo's secret garden--
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