Friday

today i cried over a guy..
and i dont know why?!
Darn it..
hate it!!
shudnt i think abt HIM?
but i cried over another guy..
ANOTHER GUY..
and i sot?
or "flower-hearted"
but i dun hav any feelings to that another guy..
(i hope so..i hope im right)
but when i cry..
i erm..
"heart-pained"?
is that i only wan a person to understand me,
to care for me,
to comfort me,
to cry n smile with me,
to share my thoughts?
or what?!
Darn it..
im really confused..
anyone could explain to me?

-xing-

Friday..

friday~!!!
HE unblocked me..
at last..
hahas..XD..
but at the same time..
HE re-blocked me..
haiz..
HE just unblocked me to say..
"thks"
then re-blocked me..

i told fook phen..
he say congrates..
then say jie ai shun bian..
haiz..
izzit a good thing o a bad thing??

-xing-

Friday again

today is FRIDAY..
most of the times i like Fridays..
the reason is simple..
cuz every Friday..unexpected things will happen..

today was erm..an unlucky Friday..
first of all..
my baby card was lost..
i cant find it..
i search all the places..
i almost tear down my house..
but still..cant find it..=(..
(wawawa)crying le larh..haiz..

the second unlucky thing..
i lost my set of keys..
my house keys..
aiyorx~!!
then my dad gave my other set..
afternoon when i reached home..
(i went back with sp)
i can open my gate lock with my dad set of keys..
but..
BUT~!!!
I CANT OPEN MY FRONT DOOR LOCK!!!!
ARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
i stayed outside for one hour~
then i kept on thinking was to get into my house..
at last..
luckily..
i thought of a way n wished that it works..
guess guess guess..
wad way???
i ask permission from my neighbour to go upstairs his rooms..
then i clibe to my house..
through the atap..
owhh goodness..
luckily i thought of this way..
if not..
mati lorh..
stay outside for the whole afternoon?!
whew..
nasib baik i can get into my "beloved" house..
haha..
thats wad u feel if u were locked outside ur house for a day..

the third thing..
the worst and the last thing..
tonight..
my sis told me that my teacher lack of pianist and ask me to go..
so..
i practiced my song..
and went for choir..
i wear my bez clothes..
i duno y..
just gal's "straight sense"haha..
(CCY teach de)
i reached ther at 7.30pm..
which is too early..
then i played my piano..
after quite long time..
it finally starts..
we prayed then start..
when we r jus going to pray..
someone walked in..
HE is the one..
i was really "shioked" to see him..
owh goodness..
i thought no pianist is available so i came..
i thought he wouldnt be coming so i go..
in the end,
my precious time was wasted..

this time it was a success..
i hold back my emotions..no tears~~!!
hehe..XD
but still..i was angry..
i hate him..
n i meant it..
wad he cause me to undergo..
the pains..
i dont know whether the teacher knows that i hate him or not..
cuz i din talk to him anymore..
the teacher still purposely ask me to help him to hand the paper to HIM..
i ever suspected..
is he doing it purposely..
and want to make me sad..

yeah..
i dint talked to him..
i succeed..
i hate him..
for causing such pains..
but..
i also thank him..
for teaching me a precious lesson..

dont let hatred overcome our life..
overcome hatred..
its a good lesson..
i teach de..wakaka..enough for today..
unlucky day..

-xing-

Moody~~

hey~!..
im really not in a good mood now..
what a stupid person m i?!
even forgotten my own password?!
aiyorx..
i tried many times le lar..
still cannot login..
i want to see my truefrentest result oso k not..
haiz..
so k not see whether the person who took my test know me well or not..
haiz..
wad a shame..

hmm..now wana continue my last post..
i write but dint publish it..
hvn write finish..
no time~
haiz..
homeworks overwhelmed me..
kinda busy..
took me ages to finish it..
stop here..
wana continue my last post..
that post is more interesting..XD..
and u noe wad i mean..
wakaka..
bye~!

Insanity

It had been so long i didnt saw him..
emm..actually..only a month plus..
but it seems like a year or more than a year to me..
last time i met him is..28 November 2008..
today its 8 January 2009..
how many days arh??
41 days..
nearly 50 days..
this year..2009..
i going to sit for my PMR..
and he too will be sitting 4 it..
hmm..wad kinda result will i have??
and wad will be his reults??
its still an unknown~

i remembered that day..
when i was selected with my friends to bcome a prefect..
we had to attend the Prefect's Camp..
that time..
i was just a 13 years old kid..
ya..KID..XD
we had great time ther..
emm..
i enjoyed myself very much there..
the prefects are good~..
the Head Boy 4 that year is Eddie..and Head Girl i Connie..
i dont remember much abt Connie..
as we didnt talked much..
that camp is a 3 days 2 night camp..
interesting~!!
although we need to wake up at dawn..
and asked to go back to sleep again..
hahas!!
and we also need to be aware of our name tags..
the excos will "steal" our name tags..
and we will be punished~!haha~!
i was punished quite a couple times~XD

well..the second day of the camp is wad i really wana talk abt..
that day..
we have games..
erm..but..
i missed it..
i went to a dinner..
well,focus on the dinner..
that night is a great night..
i sat with Ying Han,Yu tak,Angel and other straight As students..

Hmm..we joked a lot..
actually..not just joke..but play..
i mean..
disturd ppl?
some sort like that..
example:
i was the victim~~
after i took my certificate n cash..
just RM30..XD..
i walked around to find my friends..
Joyces Wong..
from my church..
presently..she studied at..
Pending de smk chung hua middle school?
erm..
i dont know whether the school's name is that o not..
but..i know in chinese larh.."Yi Zhong"
then..haha~!
my certificate was taken by Ying Han..
he,well,erm..
hide it..
he put it inside his envelope with his cert..
and i looked for it for such along time..
they just laughed n laughed..
i nvr thought that it was taken by him..
then at last..
i "snatched" his envelope and look in it..
and found my cert..
haiz..
that was just the beginning of his pranks..

not long after that..
we began to eat~
enjoy the food~
then..
i went to toilet or whatever..
i was not sitting with them..
when i came back..
everyone was smiling..
wad happened again?!
oh no?!
wher is my cup of water?
aiyor yor~~
haiz..
he took it away again~
and hide it..
he enjoyed himself thoroughly yea..
haiz..
he even hide my chopsticks..
after we all finish eating the noodles..
emm..
i mean..
we r full already..
then..
my chopsticks disappeared when i turn around..
other ppl keep on laughing n laughing n laughing..
non-stop..
oh~!!!
u guess wher he hide my chopsticks..
he hide it in the pile of unwanted noodles..
owh goodness~
i cant take the chopsticks anymore..
its sticky..
aduh~!
in the end i need to call the waiter to bring me another pair of chopsticks..
so embarrassing when the waiter looked at the pair of dirty chopsticks..

actually..
HE was ther also..
that night..
he gt straight A's..
he is from SJK Chung Hua no 5..

im sorry..
i dont want to talk more about him..
i 4gt everything about him..
every his details..
its a good thing that this year i wont b seeing him anymore..
i enjoy my life now..
easier..
and haapier..
its hard at first..
but its for my own good..
to 4gt him..
i focus on my studies..
i dont care about him anymore..
wad he wan to do..
wad he had done..
or wad ever..
its his prob..his businesss..
NOT mine..
i care about myself..
this year is going to b a tough year..
PMR..
i need to focus on my studies..
not HIM..
and i meant it..

-xing-

女孩应该原谅男孩的10个地方

女孩应该原谅男孩的10个地方

1 如果你喜欢他就告诉他，即使他拒绝了，也不会丢面子，因为在他心里，会因为你的真情而非常非常感激你。

2 如果他喜欢你，要明确告诉他你对他的感情，喜欢就是喜欢，不喜欢就是不喜欢，千万不要怕伤害他而忧郁不决，不要让他等到最后才受到抛弃，因为男孩子的心一旦碎了就很难很难再好起来。

3 男孩子也有自己的脾气，只是因为爱你而压抑着，不要总是任性，有时他们的决定也很有道理.

4 男孩子莫名的向你发脾气，那时因为爱你，把你当成最亲，最贴心，最有安全感的人，千万不要冲他发脾气反击，静静的等着，等他消气后满怀后悔来抱你。

5 他为你准备的东西，即使再难看，再廉价，也要去珍惜，因为那里面融汇着他整晚的思绪。

6 相信他给你多么多么美好的生活，要给他鼓励，因为鼓励会让他创造奇迹。

7 不要总是打探他去哪，告诉他注意安全，你会等着他就可以。

8 不要总说~我爱你~，他会半真半笑着说你烦，但不要不说，因为有时候，他们比女孩子更需要这句。

9 他为你掉眼泪了，那么他是真的非常爱你，珍惜他的每一滴泪，不要道歉，不要安慰，握着他的手，默默的为他擦去泪滴。

10 要信任他，他爱你，就什么都不会骗你，即使真的有欺骗，也是为让你们的爱情能够永远不离不弃。

17 signs you like someone

SEVENTEEN:

You look at their profile constantly.

SIXTEEN:

When you're on the phone with them late at night and they hang up, you still miss them even when it was just two minutes ago.

FIFTEEN:

You read their Texts and Ims Over and over again.

FOURTEEN:

You walk really slow when you're with them.

THIRTEEN:

You feel shy whenever they're around.

ELEVEN:

When you think about them, your heart beats faster but slower at the same time.

TEN:

You smile when you hear their voice.

NINE:

When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, you just see him/her.

EIGHT:

You start listening to slow songs while thinking about them.

SEVEN:

They're all you think about.

SIX:

You get high just from their scent.

FIVE:

You realize you're always smiling when you're looking at them.

FOUR:

You would do anything for them, just to see them.

THREE:

While reading this, there was one person on your mind this whole time.

TWO:

You were so busy thinking about that person, you didnt notice number twelve was missing

ONE:

You just scrolled up to check &arenowsilentlylaughingatyourself.