Romantic

today~
one fren of mine~
and his gf
(my gf oso)
haha..she is his gal fren..my gud fren la~
hiak hiak~
dating lo..
2 weeks le..
the guy so happy~

im so happy
to see that my frens had found their true love~
i wish they can live happily
their love last long lo~
this guy~
so romantic~
he wanted to take a nap~
and wake up at 12 am~
the reason is to call his gf~
i asked why?
he said..becuz its 5/20~
gosh~
seldom guys care abt those petty things~
even gals sometimes oso dint realize it~

before~
he was a romantic guy too~
he made me so touch by words~
i nearly cried after listening to his words~
i simply just can feel the love~
the love towards me....
i ever think of accepting him
and spend all my time with him..

haiz..but..
before we manage to bcum couples..
he left me..
for studies..
for not to hurt me..
for all sorts of reasons~
the taste was bitter..
it was like..
ur heart..pierced..
and u apply salt onto it~
it hurts a lot~~

i made my stupid decision..
i zhu fu him to be happy forever..
i prayed for him..
i even volunteered to help him..
chasing back the gal he liked before..
am i stupid??
yes im~~
although it hurts..
i still wana do it~
i want other ppl to be happy~
although i will be hurt~
if hurting me brings happiness to others~
then i rather being hurt by other ppl~

4get to bring ma keys again~!!!!

today i wanted to walk home..
am i crazy?
from SMKJA to BOULEVARD there..
i asked my dad no need to fetch me..
luckily the weather was ngam ngam ho..
not too hot nor too cold~
God Bless ME~!!!XD

hmm..
today i walked faster or that was just my cuo jue?
seems like i reach home within 20 minutes..
normally 25 minutes..
and i still walk unnecessary path~~

On ma way back..
YuTak,Kenny,Phang and YingHan inside bluebird 's car~
Yu tak called out at me..
they are going to everice..hahaha..
when i past by Everice..
guess what i saw??
hehe..
i saw Siang ann's land cruiser~haha..1881..
thinking that he was hving his lunch there make me happy~
i walked slowly over the food court..
i do not carry the hope of seeing him..
just want him to notice me~

when i cross the road..
the car rush to me when i already walked in the middle of the road..
so fast..
i stood there and stared..
the car coming nearer and nearer..
just a few feet away..
*Beeeeeeeeeeeeeepppppp!!!!!!*
the car horned~~!!!!
the moment was scary~~
imagine the next second i will not be in this world..
Gosh..God leads..
luckily im ok~~!!!

fast fast~~~
i reached home..
no keys..
my neighbour invite me to their house.
kor kor helped me climb over the fence to my house..
use ladder la..
then i open the back door and cooked my self something
but cant go into the house..
no keys to go into it..
between kitchen and house got door ma!
i spent 2 hours waiting outside and thinking of a way to get into it..

at last..
i g bang my study room's windows..
i tried to figure out how to open it..
althought the chances were small la..
i used the science theory..
i push one side so that the other side come out..
like see saw..XD
wow..amazing..
i manaed to push it out..
nd open an window out of 6..
then i open the rest..
so hard a~~!!!

my keys were opposite my table..
10 feet away..
i used the long long pole to chuan the leys to me..
luckily i succced..
funny arh~~hahaha~~~
today was happy day..
although nearly no live..
haha
god bless all~

josephine~

CEDRIC

haiz..
afternoon quite happy la..
u know why?
cuz i go to my church~
hahas..
so funny

tell u in details..
firstly..
i learnt a new song..
not important la..

haha..
the programme today is
call ppl to sing and u pay~~
u know who is the first ppl tiok shot?


Zzz..
yea..me..
that "big cat" pesan tiok me..
sing high pitch song gok..
ming ming i sore throat ma..
still ask me sing..
bo bien..
he ady pay to ask me sing..
so i sing lo~

when i go up,
i start sing lo..
no sound come out gok..
Zzz
the microphone dun like me..
y say so?
cuz other ppl test the microphone has sound..
only me test no sound come out..
then bo bien nge nge sing..
then until choros the highest pitch..
the microphone got sound..
the MC took it and put in just in front of my mouth..
she helped to take it..
Zzzz..
Zao Xia..
no la..
not that serious..
is no sound then still a bit sore sore de sound..

mian qiang sing finish..
haha..
come down..
cuz im the first one to sing..
my face red until like red apple..

then guess i ask who to sing?
BINGO!!
yes..its CEDRIC~
hahahas..
so funny..
i pay rm 2 nia la..
i know cheap
but after u know the whole story u wont think so..

guess wad did he do..
haiz..
yea yea..
he hit back my request by paying double to ask me to sing..
means he pay rm4 la..
the counter so happy..
one song ady rm 6

i beh song..
i hit back his request..XD
i pay rm 8..
whew..
luckily he dint hit back again..
if not..
Zzz
so i spent rm 10 asking him to sing song..
and u know
he duno how to sing the song i selected..
still wana change song..
ok lo..nvm lo..change change la..
blek..
then at last found one song he know how to sing..
he stand there and start lo..
no sound come out de..Zzz
so my rm 10 spent like dat..
no sound at all..

Haiz..but at least i happy..
XD
funny funny CEDRIC~~
wahaha~!
=) =) =) =)


josephine~

Fu Xin Han

why in this world so many Fu XIn HAn..
so useless..
only know how to hurt other ppl
stupid arh..
me kena two fu xin han play liaw..
the next one is me play liaw..
see guys know the pain or not..



haiz..
me useless la..
say so much liaw..
but in the end i wont do so..
i wont hurt other guy if i can

i wish and wish and wish
every couples in this world
will happy happy until the end~~

射手座

射手座是大孩子，天真与善良，遇到爱情时，可能让人感觉不认真，付出的比谁都少。可是，知道吗？射手座很想爱，却也很怕爱！刚开始他们只是慢慢的付出，谨慎的爱，好怕自己会受伤。可是在一句一句的爱，一天一天的相处下，射手座把带刺的防备丢掉，开始不顾一切的去爱他们所爱的人，在别人眼中，只是射手座为了达到某种目的而作的行动。可射手座不介意，他会在自己幸福的想象中陶醉，希望对方能感受自己的爱，想对方觉得与自己一齐是幸福的。


在射手座爱上了一个人，他会把自己放到最后。有苦自己承担，可能会因为吵了一场小架而不开心，却也是最快认错，无论谁的错，他们都会包容，知道吗？射手座会因为深爱一个人而原谅他的背叛，会因为你的一句话付出很多。他们爱玩，在玩的同时，也希望把那一份好心情带给你，射手座是乐观的。


人们总觉得射手座的世界很快乐，可是呢？射手座难过时没有人知道，他不想让别人可怜自己，射手座不坚强，可是很善良。在你难过时哄你开心，让你有依靠，分手后，他会哭者去想属于你们俩幸福的回忆，也不想爱的人因为同情而勉强和他一齐。他比谁都希望自己爱的人快乐幸福，却常常忽略了自己，全身都是伤也笑着告诉你，我很好不用担心。


在所有人看到他的笑容以为他没事，却不知道失恋对射手座有多大伤害，华丽的外表下有一颗脆弱的需要别人了解和安慰的心。知道嘛？你的一点关心，心思细腻的 射手座会记得你对他的好，把自己的爱毫无保留的送给你，射手座是不被了解的，可他们不会怨谁。他们会傻傻的认为，让我承担吧，别让别人也受到伤害。所以， 不要让快乐的射手座痛苦，别让他们最有魅力的笑容成为掩饰痛苦的伪装，认真爱射手座。你会知道射手座的爱，是充满泪水的…

小丑~

我终于知道自己像谁了。
我就是那个画上讨喜的浓妆
站在灯光照耀的舞台上
想尽办法取悦大家的 小丑。
浓妆就是我的面具。
笑容就是我唯一的武器。
取悦大家就是我的工作。
观众脸上的笑容就是我的收获。

高尚的人们常瞧不起小丑说
他并无前途可言
可小丑却不如此认为
小丑觉得自己很伟大
因为他愿意放下自尊与身段
摆弄各种好笑的姿态
让臭着脸的那些人笑起来。

要让一个人毫无顾虑的笑，
并不是一件简单的工作。
所以小丑跟自己说，
你不可笑。你很伟大。
画上浓妆的小丑,
有谁看出了他眼角挂着的那些泪？
有谁知道他内心里的辛酸？
有谁会去了解小丑的心思？
小丑难过时， 就抱着在床边跟他一样孤独的泰迪熊说，
我不难过了。 但泪依然还是掉下。
小丑开心时， 站在窗前对着窗外的那片蓝天说,
今天你快乐吗？我很快乐。

小丑不过想好好地去爱他想爱的人，
可是他却因为太敏感而常被伤害。
小丑跟自己说，没关系，这就是爱。
我的敏感就是代表我太爱。

在梦里的小丑跟梦里的他说，抱抱我好吗？
可是就连梦里的他都说，我不爱小丑。

孤独的小丑一直很勇敢很坚强地把伤心往心里埋。
因为没人听他说，所以他学会不说。
因为没人会安慰他，所以它不渴望被人安慰。
... [真的很可怜]...小丑也会有落泪和受伤的时候....

Ur help needed~!!!

Suddenly dont know wad to say,wad to do and wad to think..
lost something very very very valuable in my life..
help me find it back~~

1. my own self
2. my heart
3. my spirit,soul
4. my love