pain?

i cried~endlessly~
u need to remind me why we cant be together anymore?
u need to tell me once again?
i regret so much..
do you know?
Darn u..u dont even know wad im thinking!
haiz..
i still remeber ur eyes~
remorseful eyes..
looking at me..
but..u wont change ur decision..
u said that ur sowie to Peter and me..
but why?!
why cant u give me a chance?
and u need not sowie to us?
i know..
u hv no more feelings towards me..
u dont even care abt me..
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the pain is still there..
time is wiping it away~
but until when?!
until when i need to endurance these pain?
everywhere were our memories..
every night when i close my eyes..
i think of u..
your everything..
every single white things reminded me of u..
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=Xing=