25 JUNE 2011

<3 <3 teehees!

just back from Boulevard not longggg...

thenn finish edittt photos lerhh :PP

walalala~

today reali geng arhhh..

after PBSM go Boulevard..

then go home bath n play FB

after that 3pm go Boulevard again..

wheeee..

bought some books n stationaries larhhh :PP

ehh,forgot to tell you guysss

LAST NIGHT i finish the 3 cards dyyy..xPP

3 hours lorhhhh..

drawing n wasting time niaaa :PP

doesnt sound like a form 5 student will do de shi horhhh..

SPM left 19 weeks i go relax relax drawing pulak /.\

btwww~~

today go Boulevard..

met YUMIKOOO anddd AUDREYDEWWW :PPP

hahas!

after buying things at Popular..

i go eat KFC :DD

and read the books i have bought larhh..

aiyerrr..i pokaiii dyyy T^T

seiifoo larrrhhh..

no money lerhhh >.<

then suddenly got 4 adults sit bside me geh table..

talk BUSINESS talk so LOUDDDD -.-

jejas my mood to read niaa..

so i just stare and try to read larhh..

but unsuccessfull >.<

after that i met ANDERSON :DD

he din blif i come alone bo >.<

then he pei me awhile la..

since im alone whatt :D

his fren ah Zach n duno who kacau him gok -.-

then this ANDERSON

JIAK BA BO SU ZOOOOO..

tell me DESMOND was there too..

and he saw me..

i so bo bin lo -.-

wear till so lat tap go..

still met ANDELING n DESMOND..

hai bu shi ANDERSON..

nge nge pull me go the PC FAIR counter there -.-

stilll ask me to talk gok..

told him i duno what to talk le lo

make me so gan ga -.-

anywayyyy..

i shocked when anderson say he older than me 1 yr aaa..-.-

seh kia bin still older than me -.-

after that he let me see his driving license then i baru bliff :PP

hahahs!funny arhh himm..

you shud look at his face when i tell him this saturday got jogathan at school..

every1 wajib sertai de..hahhaha!!

ngaiiittiii so damn funny larhhh :PP

anywayyss..

i took some pictures at KFC :DD

nahhh :PP


















btw.. JULIAN/ALVIN ask me out for a movie -.-

scary one :X

but i dint goo..

cuz din answer his call

now baru know he wana ask me out for a movie :X

sorrryyyy >.<


--ahjo's secret garden--

nanie nanie PUHH PUHHH :PP

ooolalahhh :DD

blekkk~~

LANCEEEE LANCEEE..

you dun wanna gimme now i oso got le mahhh~~ :PP

maaa ownnn ahhhh :P

wahahhaha :DDD

teehees! xDD


--ahjo's secret garden--

SIENNN

duhhhh..

wasting time niaaa..

wanna go boulevard later :DD

AFTER bathhh..xDD

find presents :X teehees! :PP


PICTURESSS :DD


latest me with my permed hair <3 <3



Before and After :DD



After PBSM kawad (:



LOL! i know i know~~i looked LONGGGGGG..

teehees! <3

oh yea..aiyaakkkk..FATHER'S DAY photos haven uploaded..ISHHH..

psps.. :X

next time i upload yeahhh..

STAYY TUNEDD :DD


--ahjo's secret garden--

DISCHARGEDDDD!! :DD

YAY!!!

todayy dischargeddd ddyyyy..

once discharge i jiu change back my pinafore.. :DD..

no stress no stress no stresss!:D

yoooohuuuuuuu!

hapie larhhh..

but i cried in sch today :X

SUPER DUPER SIENNNN lo -.-

the stupid prefect

even if i cnt give instruction well.

impossible the MC oso cnt give the instructions well mahh..

stupid no eyes no ears one!GAHHH -.-

make me lau kui nia..

suposed to line up in front of stage but go up sage pula

u think you are wad?

huh? super big shot ha?

DAMN U la -.-

i cried on the spot..FISHHH -.-

AARON felt like kicking off the stage man!

-.-

ytd ask for rehearsal no one came..

nice lo..wrong liao my fault la..F -.-

stupid teacher oso the same

ask him do one more rehearsal this morning..

nge nge dn wn

ytd still late late come early early go backk..

SHITTT LAHHH..you late come everythg cant go on u know! FFFFFF -.-!!!

nvmm..pass liaooo

now PREFECT BOARD die oso not my business..

under the leadership of that stupid teacher..SURE EPIC FAILURE ONE! -.-

wadever-.- dun k liaooo

SIENNN

anyway..descharged dy..

wear uniform other ppl say soooo CUTE :DD hahas!

even teacher says that look nicer n cuter...wheeeeeee :DD

teehees!

--ahjo's secret garden--

EXHAUSTED -.-

im soo tired of myself..

SIGH..-.-

today i get back my test papers..

bm essay lari drp kehendak soalan

english supposed to write more than one lesson but i only wrote one..

add maths paper 1 the last two page wrong all

paper 2 use wrong formulaes

copy wrong question -.-

moral all nilai wrong..SIENNNN

physics essay 20 marks rite?

i wrong more than half

i got only EIGHT out of 20 -.-

ZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..

sighhh..

wad happened to me?

im so angry at myselfff.. ):

where's the Josephine that i know b4?

the one very lihai study de?

the one can memories thgs easily in a short time?

that isnt that careless?

that strive hard to make her parents proud?

that will nvr SIEN of studies?

that will always put her studies at the first place?

the one alwayss smile alot?

WHERE IS THAT JOSEPHINE!

sighhh..

i dun wanna care anymore

i dun wanna zheng qu anythg anymore

no point..

no matter how much effort i put in..

the result will still be the same..

i studied SUPER DUPER HARD this time OKAYY -.-

i start studying 3 weeks before exam n i revise it daily..

i memories word by word

i read n read n read

i make notes

i do exercises

i dont think i study lesser than them?

i dont think i put lesser effort than them

but how come..

in this yr..

2011

everythg chged?

i had no idea..

im tired..

tired..

i cried..

but its useless whattt

crying is only to release my anger..

i kept on saying that i have no stress..no stress..no stress..

is that reli the truth?

do i have stress?or do i not?

i only know that..

there's no point for me to zheng qu n study hard..

i reli think that i study damn hard for this exam ady..

but why?

they say they dint study that hard

they say they just scan thru

they say they just read thru

they say they start studying late..

yet their results are far better than me?

UGH -.- FED UP

are they lying or just that im too naive?

maybe their read thru is my memorising

maybe their scanning is my 3 or 4 times reading

maybe their start studying late is weeks earlier than me?

i just feel UNEASY n TIRED of IT

haiss..

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