Photos :D

Fall for you

Missing you

Where are you?

HAHAHA :P

although you ady saw the original one still feel like posting the edited one :P

Haiyaaaa i edit colours only :D



(: SMILE (:



*the picture you liked the most*



starbucks? :P




i LOVE myself <3




weeee i like the bracelet! :D




Peace mo~~



*>.<* HAHA me :D



--ahjo's secret garden--

A wish

oooolala :P play hide and seekkk :P

Todays moral really hard eh -.-

i created a way of remebering the number of words of every nilai this morning :DD

HAHA

the invigilator shocked to see me drawing on the blank paper instead of doing my moral HEHE

eh,she teaches moral one lor hor -.- HAHA

anywayyy i'm glad that i rmb all the number of words of hte NILAIs

now tengah auto-deleting :DD

wednesday add maths and thursday physics

then left only chemistry and biology thennnnn

HAHAHA my special day <3 teehee!

-looking forward-

this yr cant celebrate together but nvm

wait you bu chang bu chang me this DIS after SPM :DDDD


This year,I wishhhhhhhh to have :




A cup of hot coffee <3



A dinner with you :D





A box of chocolates :DD



Ice-creams *-*




And CANDIES (this type of soft candy only) xD





And other cute stuffs (:


and my last wish is to receive the offer letter with scholarship! <3



--ahjo's secret garden--

A piece of my mind

-Tears on the floor-


When other ppl's family is giving their child encouragements,
what did you guys give me?

When other ppl's family is comforting their child,
what did you guys do?

When they're busy telling their child "dont worry it'll be okayy",
what did you guys tell me?

Telling me that i'm not good enough for everything?
Telling me that i can get A for my language subjects?
Telling me the examiner marking my paper wont give me a good grade?
Telling me no need to study in university,stay at home?
Telling me i'm a loser?

Is that what you guys should do?
Running down me
Enjoying watching my mad and confused expressions?
Laughing at the essay contents i wrote for exam?
Start taunting me ever since SPM starts?
Doubting at your own family member's ability?
Smiling when you know i cant convince myself that i'm good enough?
Knowing that your words will trouble me whole day?
Looking at me shedding tears of anger and sadness and laugh inside your heart?
Is this what you want from me?

I know I'm not good enough
I know my essays SUCKS
I know to you i cant get good results
I know you think my wish to go overseas is only a dream
A dream that will never be accomplished

I worked so hard for wad?
Just to prove that I'm good. At least i used to think i'm good
Just to strive to secure a scholarship to study overseas
Just to let you guys know,without your support i can still survive

I kept on convincing myself that I'm good.
Telling myself to ignore the hurting words from you guys
But how can i trust myself anymore when you guys convinced me that I'm stupid and useless?
I maybe stupid,gullible and useless,
But why have you guys attack me with those words when I'm having my SPM?
Is that you fear that i get good grades that you can no longer run down me and your life will be full of boredom?
You criticize everything about me.
From my appearance to my studies and to my attitude.
Nothing of me ever pleased you.
MY family. Thinking that I'm useless,what would other people think about me then?
I know I never did things that pleased you guys.
Even with my studies you guys still wanna criticize.
and even the youngest family member in my family LAUGH AT ME.
I dont know whether I have enough strength to go through this.
Especially when SPM is going on.

:'( :'( :'( </3


--ahjo's secret garden--