射手座

射手座是大孩子，天真与善良，遇到爱情时，可能让人感觉不认真，付出的比谁都少。可是，知道吗？射手座很想爱，却也很怕爱！刚开始他们只是慢慢的付出，谨慎的爱，好怕自己会受伤。可是在一句一句的爱，一天一天的相处下，射手座把带刺的防备丢掉，开始不顾一切的去爱他们所爱的人，在别人眼中，只是射手座为了达到某种目的而作的行动。可射手座不介意，他会在自己幸福的想象中陶醉，希望对方能感受自己的爱，想对方觉得与自己一齐是幸福的。


在射手座爱上了一个人，他会把自己放到最后。有苦自己承担，可能会因为吵了一场小架而不开心，却也是最快认错，无论谁的错，他们都会包容，知道吗？射手座会因为深爱一个人而原谅他的背叛，会因为你的一句话付出很多。他们爱玩，在玩的同时，也希望把那一份好心情带给你，射手座是乐观的。


人们总觉得射手座的世界很快乐，可是呢？射手座难过时没有人知道，他不想让别人可怜自己，射手座不坚强，可是很善良。在你难过时哄你开心，让你有依靠，分手后，他会哭者去想属于你们俩幸福的回忆，也不想爱的人因为同情而勉强和他一齐。他比谁都希望自己爱的人快乐幸福，却常常忽略了自己，全身都是伤也笑着告诉你，我很好不用担心。


在所有人看到他的笑容以为他没事，却不知道失恋对射手座有多大伤害，华丽的外表下有一颗脆弱的需要别人了解和安慰的心。知道嘛？你的一点关心，心思细腻的 射手座会记得你对他的好，把自己的爱毫无保留的送给你，射手座是不被了解的，可他们不会怨谁。他们会傻傻的认为，让我承担吧，别让别人也受到伤害。所以， 不要让快乐的射手座痛苦，别让他们最有魅力的笑容成为掩饰痛苦的伪装，认真爱射手座。你会知道射手座的爱，是充满泪水的…

小丑~

我终于知道自己像谁了。
我就是那个画上讨喜的浓妆
站在灯光照耀的舞台上
想尽办法取悦大家的 小丑。
浓妆就是我的面具。
笑容就是我唯一的武器。
取悦大家就是我的工作。
观众脸上的笑容就是我的收获。

高尚的人们常瞧不起小丑说
他并无前途可言
可小丑却不如此认为
小丑觉得自己很伟大
因为他愿意放下自尊与身段
摆弄各种好笑的姿态
让臭着脸的那些人笑起来。

要让一个人毫无顾虑的笑，
并不是一件简单的工作。
所以小丑跟自己说，
你不可笑。你很伟大。
画上浓妆的小丑,
有谁看出了他眼角挂着的那些泪？
有谁知道他内心里的辛酸？
有谁会去了解小丑的心思？
小丑难过时， 就抱着在床边跟他一样孤独的泰迪熊说，
我不难过了。 但泪依然还是掉下。
小丑开心时， 站在窗前对着窗外的那片蓝天说,
今天你快乐吗？我很快乐。

小丑不过想好好地去爱他想爱的人，
可是他却因为太敏感而常被伤害。
小丑跟自己说，没关系，这就是爱。
我的敏感就是代表我太爱。

在梦里的小丑跟梦里的他说，抱抱我好吗？
可是就连梦里的他都说，我不爱小丑。

孤独的小丑一直很勇敢很坚强地把伤心往心里埋。
因为没人听他说，所以他学会不说。
因为没人会安慰他，所以它不渴望被人安慰。
... [真的很可怜]...小丑也会有落泪和受伤的时候....

Ur help needed~!!!

Suddenly dont know wad to say,wad to do and wad to think..
lost something very very very valuable in my life..
help me find it back~~

1. my own self
2. my heart
3. my spirit,soul
4. my love

Do i really ned to be this sad?

I felt the pain once again..
I have no more energy to cry over him,
to cry over the memories..
But,wherever i was,i will still think of him..

Just now..i cried again..
I let my mind wander about him..
I know we have no more chance..
but the cruel fact hurts..
it was painful to think about it..
When i think that,next time..
The girl beside him was not me..
Another gal was accompanying him..
A gal that was not childish,naive and stupid..
A gal that could entertain him,supervise him..
And a gal that will never force him..
Moreover,he will love that gal like how he loved me in the past..
or should i say..
like how he LIKED me?isit more appropriate?

He changed a lot for me..
I was that kind of gal that like to quarrel and force ppl..
He was that kind of guy,gentleman,caring,kind,but fear many things..
He loved his face more?
but after a while,he really changed for me..
he dont care about wad other ppl think abt him..
he dared to come to my class and walk together with me..
the memories,so sweet but so painful..
BUT,i still cant stop myself from thinking abt it..
in fact,i wanted to think abt him..
i only can live in the past..
for me..he even studied and get quite good result for his academic..
He was really a great guy..
But i was so stupid to let him go..
I hurt him..which was a very stupid thing to do..

I really treated him as one of my family members..
i always quarrel with my family members..
and everytime after an hour or two..
we dint angry each other liaw..
we can even joke together..
they always "rang"me..
i really thought that he was the same..
I thought that everything will be ok the next day..
but i was wrong..
i really regret..so?
I already did such a big mistake..
now,although i beg in front of his door,he will not give me any chance..
Ofcz i wont go n beg in front of his door la..
is ALTHOUGH..
i hurt him so deep..and in the end i hurt myself so much,,
Maybe wad kor say is true..
he nvr love me?but i really dun wan to blieve..
28 days only..we lasted only 28 days..
IF that day i dint quarrel with him..these all wont happen..
and
IF that day we dint even start,we both wont get hurt..
And we two can still maintain like best fren..
I zhen xi oso no use le..
too late..
too late..
late..
late..
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LATE~!!!!USELESS~!!!