Photos :D

Fall for you

Missing you

Where are you?

HAHAHA :P

although you ady saw the original one still feel like posting the edited one :P

Haiyaaaa i edit colours only :D



(: SMILE (:



*the picture you liked the most*



starbucks? :P




i LOVE myself <3




weeee i like the bracelet! :D




Peace mo~~



*>.<* HAHA me :D



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A wish

oooolala :P play hide and seekkk :P

Todays moral really hard eh -.-

i created a way of remebering the number of words of every nilai this morning :DD

HAHA

the invigilator shocked to see me drawing on the blank paper instead of doing my moral HEHE

eh,she teaches moral one lor hor -.- HAHA

anywayyy i'm glad that i rmb all the number of words of hte NILAIs

now tengah auto-deleting :DD

wednesday add maths and thursday physics

then left only chemistry and biology thennnnn

HAHAHA my special day <3 teehee!

-looking forward-

this yr cant celebrate together but nvm

wait you bu chang bu chang me this DIS after SPM :DDDD


This year,I wishhhhhhhh to have :




A cup of hot coffee <3



A dinner with you :D





A box of chocolates :DD



Ice-creams *-*




And CANDIES (this type of soft candy only) xD





And other cute stuffs (:


and my last wish is to receive the offer letter with scholarship! <3



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A piece of my mind

-Tears on the floor-


When other ppl's family is giving their child encouragements,
what did you guys give me?

When other ppl's family is comforting their child,
what did you guys do?

When they're busy telling their child "dont worry it'll be okayy",
what did you guys tell me?

Telling me that i'm not good enough for everything?
Telling me that i can get A for my language subjects?
Telling me the examiner marking my paper wont give me a good grade?
Telling me no need to study in university,stay at home?
Telling me i'm a loser?

Is that what you guys should do?
Running down me
Enjoying watching my mad and confused expressions?
Laughing at the essay contents i wrote for exam?
Start taunting me ever since SPM starts?
Doubting at your own family member's ability?
Smiling when you know i cant convince myself that i'm good enough?
Knowing that your words will trouble me whole day?
Looking at me shedding tears of anger and sadness and laugh inside your heart?
Is this what you want from me?

I know I'm not good enough
I know my essays SUCKS
I know to you i cant get good results
I know you think my wish to go overseas is only a dream
A dream that will never be accomplished

I worked so hard for wad?
Just to prove that I'm good. At least i used to think i'm good
Just to strive to secure a scholarship to study overseas
Just to let you guys know,without your support i can still survive

I kept on convincing myself that I'm good.
Telling myself to ignore the hurting words from you guys
But how can i trust myself anymore when you guys convinced me that I'm stupid and useless?
I maybe stupid,gullible and useless,
But why have you guys attack me with those words when I'm having my SPM?
Is that you fear that i get good grades that you can no longer run down me and your life will be full of boredom?
You criticize everything about me.
From my appearance to my studies and to my attitude.
Nothing of me ever pleased you.
MY family. Thinking that I'm useless,what would other people think about me then?
I know I never did things that pleased you guys.
Even with my studies you guys still wanna criticize.
and even the youngest family member in my family LAUGH AT ME.
I dont know whether I have enough strength to go through this.
Especially when SPM is going on.

:'( :'( :'( </3


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pictures! :D

Josephine Ngu :D



CCY n me :D



this is my predecessor CHUNG SI WEI (:



Angela



Grandma LAVINIA :D



we with the big big card :D



kai loong, yinghan me n alicia :D



the JO couples :PP



oh this is cute Gasper :D



QiQi n I again :D



Chugn yie :D



jocelyn :P



samson chan



SUK FUI



yu tak



ping me n melody



again switched :D



me n mel



lavi n me :D

Prefects Night 2011

oh hell! yeah prefects night last night!

LOL..

first of all..im happy abt my chinese "rumusan" for the first time..

other exams KNS!

ok lets forget abt exams -.- though i still hv 2 coming up exams next mon n tues -.-

oh yeah..reach home..

bathe then FB (:

yts tuition soooooo many ppl arhh..

most probably cz ZONE B is finally over =.=

okay CAN sit behind me that monkey kept on kacau-ing me -.-

teacher say me n ping are cheerful ytd but shy..

cuz got sandwiched by guys -.-

nth special..

after tuition go home pong pong agn (:

nowadays love to bath! :D cuz i love the sabun smell <3 xD

after bath dilemma..duno wanna wear white or pink but finally got in the pink dress..(:

YU TAK came n fetch us..me n ping :D

after that dinner le lo..

stupid me..

at first i walk in jiu feel like crying O:

duno whyy..HAIS..

then i go to toilet..n phone that pig! :D

HAHA HE IS SOOO CUTE N FUNNYY!

lol..i was crying dy then i merungut ask him to get me car

i still ask him go tui ytd nite wif me gok..

funnyy xD HAHA then he panic tillll..HAHAH!

at last he berjaya la..i laugh like wad..no more cryin! teehees!

he still ask me to b mature abit moo..PIGGGGG! :P

lol then i din reli eat much..mostly camwhoring LOL :DD

next post is PICUTRES! [my version] :D


--ahjo's secret garden--

Zone B

一天一天的过

时间一秒一秒地溜走

我还在原地

愣着

不懂该从哪里开始

那么简单就放弃了？

是。

zone B 考试

做完就算了

有很多时间检查

可是累了

不懂得这次的的成绩怎么样

明天是化学 后天是物理

一天没温书了

欺骗我自己说已经累了 学好了 不学了

明天就得靠我平时的努力

看我记得多少了

好累

好累

该休息了吧？

(: 朋友 晚安

对了 最近发生太多的事情 可是我没心情把它记下来

有好的 坏的 开心的 伤心的

改次才分享吧

如果有下一次 （：

*考试后妈咪将带我去逛街买衣服 <3


--ahjo's secret garden--

woots! FEVER (:

alalallala

ytd too high till fever ki.. O:

at first morning only feel stomach pain then the pain spread upwards and feel hard to breathe..

heart there pain O:

i thought bo suuu..

but then cant concentrate exam narhh..

after that..

hmm..teacher say..my add maths!

got 80 PLUS woots! so high

first time in from 5 i got an A for my add maths lorhh O:

:DD

then come home..

slp whole afternoon cuz feel sickk

feel so cold yet dad say i dint fever O:

so i go bath!

wash hair gok..:P

i thought i only feel cold ma..bath with damn hot water jiu ok dyy..

but come out even more colder O:

then fell aslp on sofa again :D

woke at 6 50pm! O:

shittt..late for tuition le la..but feel so dizzyy..

headache..very cold O:

ah ma n didi feel my touch my head n say i fever O:

monkey ask me not to go tuition but cant lehhh..

teacher teach new chapter arh! O:

bobien lo..eat panadol then go tui..

come home better la..

thanks lemon for caring me :P

um i cant slp..thinking of biology whole night..O:

today!

tha-dang! wake up fever again! O:

siennnnn

then after drinking my milo i go to my room ma..

suddenly stomach tooo pain until i cant stand up..

i sat on the floor n sweat profusely..

mann..so damn painful arhh..cant even stand up wei! -.-

after that nge nge go to sch lo..

exam chemis n bio arh..

i din learn chem lo..

focus on bio nia..

end up bio 1000000000000000x HARDER than chem! O:

sienn..over 25 questions tembak arhhhh..shit! ._.

nvm

thennnnn miss tiong gave back our test paper..

she so damn efficient leiii :D

baru finish exam few days nia all mark finish liaooo! PRO!! :DD

i got 88!!! shocked n happy! :DD

i folo lav car home

once i reach home i straight away go add maths teacher there return his protractor n tell him my marks!

hehe..he punteng wanna go out de

but then end up explaining the test paper with me

HAHA! :DD

after that i went to boulevard with lavi!

teehee! we pok kong arhh..

buy notebook n sign our names there b4 we even pay! O:

then even more siao!

chamwhore at the SMELLY toilet!HAHA

mami(hui luh) lavi,naomi,shien ping n me..

oopppss..psps..i dun have the photos O: forgot to ask from mami n naomi!T^T

next time i'll post it..i promise! :DD <3

after that lavi n i send hui luh,naomi n shien ping back home :D

then lavi n i go back to boulevard! hehe

we stay there till 3 30 geng ler :DD

HAHA 5 hours at boulevard arh! :DD LOL

after that we try clothes..

so pity i wear not nice cuz i too short! O:

sad..nvmm i got high heals! :DD

then we bought the same bracelets! :DDD <3

its sooooo nice! :D

then i buy gummy and biscuits! :DD

HAHA

i spent omos rm 30 today O: sadddd

btw,going to boulevard agn now..:D

with my family! <3

bye! :DD

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